What's with me and concerts?

Actually, last month, I won 2 tickets to Jim Brickman's concert. It's 1st row tickets at Arena of Stars. He's another one of my favourites. I still remember Paul played the keyboard and sang his song, 'Love of My Life'. I was so touched. The last time Jim Brickman came, I missed his concert and I said I will go the next time. I have been waiting for years. Finally he came again but I had to go for Meat&Meet 29:11 Party cos I was the coordinator. But at least that one I knew from the start that I couldn't make it. I joined the contest for fun and never thought I would win the tickets. Thank God the South Africa trip came and it made me feel better. Then, I was thinking who to bless those tickets with. I wanted to give to someone who knows how to appreciate him. And I found before I left for South Africa. I courier the tickets to him.

But now similar situation again. I am feeling very sad. I actually bought tickets to watch Guang Liang end of this month with San San and KS. When I bought the ticket, I didn't know about our 29:11 monthly meetings. Then now, I have to forego it cos I realized that the 29:11 meeting is on that day. Now each time I hear the ads on that concert, I just feel so sad. I really want to go for this concert but...I understand my priorities in life and sometimes I have to forego means I have to forego lor.