Frustrated... Discouraged... Disappointed...

Argh... so frust man. Have been having so much problems with the printing since Agapeline was sent in 2 weeks ago. At 1st, I understand it was our problem because the coloured pictures' resolution were too low. So Anne and I tried to do as much as we can these 2 weeks. Was supposed to deliver to us last week but they couldn't. Telling us there were still problems. Ok... we thought this week they'll be able to deliver to us but again.

I just called the man who is incharged... he is in Indonesia now. So I called another guy. Explained to him the whole situation but his workers said was our problem. I am so disappointed. This is the 1st time I did the layout for agapeline and so many problems had occured. I feel so discouraged. I really don't know how to explain to the committees. That guy told me he will try his best to deliver on Sunday but it seems like cannot. Argh! I sort of scolded him. See... I'm really lousy. I can't argue/scold people. I felt like crying just now. It's just so hard to control. I always force myself to tahan. How? Now how? I really don't know. I didn't sleep well yesterday. Was very worried that they won't be able to deliver this week. I prayed and prayed...