What to do?

Did I do something very silly? I don't know la. I was so excited to sign my parents up for church camp so I got the form from ah pa during cell last week. I didn't only sign up for my parents but myself too. Paul and I have decided not to go for church camp this year since the beginning of the year. We already told the KL Cell too and were questioned like crazy. This thing has been running thru my mind since 3 weeks ago, when they started to talk about church camp. I knew I really can't go because I really don't have enough leave. It's a 4- day camp. It's not like I'm really crazy about going but also not that I totally don't wish to go. What am I talking about la???

Anyway, when I was driving home from work last Wed, I've just decided to sign up "by faith". I called Paul and told him, he said ok, carry on. Well, when I was filling up the form, it took me some time to really think about it and yes! I wrote down my name. No turning back cos non-refundable and non-transferable. I seriously counted my leave and the best I can spare is 2 days. So I have 2 options: 1) Drive to Taiping on Wed evening after work. 2) Drive to Taiping on Thur morn. Of course, it'll be good if someone can join me cos it will take me about 3hrs to reach there.

These few days I kept thinking about the leave, should I apply no-pay leave. I thought BC had no problems with it. But today in office, he was asking me when I'm taking leave. Then I told him and he asked, "You still have so many leave meh?" I kinda hint-hint saying actually I wanted to take 4days in Aug but not enough leave so only taking 2 days. I was surprised that he said, "Enough la, don't take so much leave." Normally he always tells me to take unpaid leave la if not enough. But... actually I've only taken 2 or 3 days annual leave. Maybe cos some are in lieu leaves and I went for quite a couple of duty travel trips which could make him feel like I took a lot of leave. Argh!