Moody...

Today, we had inter-department presentation so I left office about 7pm. I felt kind of moody suddenly. Not sure why. After work, I went to Fitness 1st. Was thinking maybe I'm tired and stressed so went for an hour workout to release stress. I've always thought when you're tired, don't exercised but I noticed light exercises help you to loose up your muscles and release tension.

Today I had super many things to do. Normally I have quite a lot of things to do but able to finish most of it by the end of the day but today I ended with many things still not done. I never stay in the office to complete all my work because I dont believe that there's an end to work and when we're tired, we're not productive. That's why I always leave about 6pm.

I notice sometimes I'mvery particular only certain things I do. I expect a lot from myself. I get very disappointed when I make mistakes. Sometimes, I think I'm a perfectionist. But of course not lar... certain things I very cincai one. Aiyah! Confused already... It's alright la. Well... most of the time when I felt that I'm moody, 90% because I didn't spend enough time with God. If I spend a lot of time with God, His joy, His promises, His love will overcome all my worries, disappointment, fears etc.

God, motivate me! Refresh me! Grant me strength to endure... Take away my worries, fears and disappointments. I need you God!