Church Camp was awesome!

One word...AWESOME!
This year I really enjoyed church camp a lot. I felt so refreshed. Everytime, I attend any church camp or conferencem I'll get new revelations or semangat a bit but this time it was really different.

Actually, I was struggling about a month. It was the toughest time that I've been through in my Christian life. I was struggling with my relationship with God, directions in my life and myself. So much till I can't even explain what was that. I didn't really share with anyone not because I didn't want to share :P Actually, 1st time in my life I think - I mean whenever I face tough times, I will share with people and get prayers and stuff like that but... this time I didn't. I didn't even blog about it. Firstly, I was so troubled till I went blur, confused and was condemning myself. Secondly, I can't even think what was I going through but I knew something was wrong. And I knew many people were concern. I was not pretending to be happy or 'I am ok!'. I just didn't know what was that and I was not sad except when I was alone.

On the 2nd night, I went out during altar call and was crying out to God. The pastor came to pray for me and I got slained in the Spirit. At first I was telling God, I won't get up till You speak to me Lord. I waited for God... After some time, I thought maybe I should get up, but I couldn't. Er... what happened? Then, I knew that was God working in me. I was slained for about 1.5 hours. I was not worried or scared. That time, it was such a peaceful feeling. God was cleansing me.

After that, when I manage to get up. I felt such a refreshing feeling. God touched me and I was cleansed. I felt that God had lifted my burden and He had placed that sense of peace in me. And I know God is with me and He will see me through. He had cleansed me and renewed my faith. Really thank God! I couldn't explain how amazed I was with what God was doing. Some were healed, some received new revelation and some were cleansed and I was one of them.

If you are reading and not sure what I was talking about, it's alright. Let me tell you...
What do I mean by 'slain'?
Slain means falling in the Holy Spirit - This is when God touches us and we fall to the ground because we can no longer remain standing when the power of God is on us!(we are still concious) Sometimes we remain on the ground from several minutes up to several hours, our body simply cannot move very much because our flesh is corrupt and cannot stand in God's full presence!!




Amusing Race was fun. Looking at the young and old people participating and showing their "kiasu-ness" I didn't play because I was the videographer :P