Commitment

Today, I did announcement in church. I think this is the 3rd time and the previous ones were some time back. I got some feedback. They said good. I'm not bragging about it. I'm just glad that I've improved. I was not as nervous as before. I have a problem with stage fright (only speech). I can be so scared till I feel like crying. haha! I'm trying to take every opportunity that is given to me. Not to show off but to get over the fear. I know that fear doesn't come from God. Thank God for church friends who have encouraged me all this while. I still remember very long time ago(1 or 2 years ago?), Su Ann gave me a letter of encouragement. I was pretty touched.

Aunty Jo lectured the choir today on commitment. Well, I think it's good to lecture once in a while or else we might be a little tidak apa after a while. Personally, I really think commitment is so important in every ministry. We're committed not the work or the leader but to God. We're serving the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords. We should be responsible and know what we're doing. Maybe at times, we really can't reject some appointments, it's alright but if we have decided to set a certain time ministry, we should try to put other things aside. Hmm... Didi said something that really hit me. He said so many unforeseen and bad incidents have been happening in our church lately. God allowed this to happen because He wants our church to pray more, to hunger for more of Him, to get down on our knees and seek Him daily.

Tonight, there was a Desa Amal charity dinner held in Min Kok. Most of the tickets were sold to the churches as it was organised by Rev. Terence Sinadurai and team. Agape was invited to lead the worship. Paul led the worship, didi played the drums(he looked like a gorilla playing a bongo) and the backups were Jo, Jeremy, Lavi & me. Ok... this was not the 1st time backuping in Min Kok but this time was different. As there was some non-believers, so I think they thought we were performing. It was quite hard but after some time, I told myself, who cares. There's nothing to be embarassed about. We were worshipping God. It wasn't as bad as the embarassment we faced in Bangkok :P Worship Him wherever we go. That's the way it should be, yeah?